JOURNAL
Thoughts on life, the outdoors and everything else…
The Countdown
On the eve of my journey to Nepal, I find myself balancing excitement with a quiet sense of reflection. After months of preparation, both physically and mentally, I’m proud of the work it took to get here. This path hasn’t been without its challenges, but through every high and low, I kept moving forward. As I step into this next chapter, I carry with me the support of those around me and a commitment to keep growing, learning, and doing better.
Learning to Stay Present When Life Doesn’t Go to Plan
Lately, life hasn’t gone exactly to plan, and that’s where the real growth has happened. From trip uncertainty to travel disruptions, I’ve been learning how to stay present instead of letting my mind run ahead. As I get ready for Everest Base Camp, this shift in mindset has changed everything, and it’s still a work in progress.
Staying the Course When Everything Says Stop
From an ER visit for kidney stones to a torn rotator cuff diagnosis, this past month tested me in ways I did not expect, but it also reinforced something deeper. My ability to keep going, no matter what.
Documenting the Journey
As I get ready to head out on my trek to Everest Base Camp, I’ve been thinking a lot about how I want to document this experience.
There’s a balance here that’s easy to miss. You want high-quality footage. You want to tell a compelling story. But you also don’t want to spend the entire trek buried in gear, missing the very moments you came all this way to experience.
The Best Apps for the Outdoors
These are the apps I keep coming back to. Each one does something different, and together they cover just about everything I need when I’m out exploring.
The Best Parks for Beginners to Explore in Florida
If you’re willing to step off the beaten path, there are some incredibly beautiful and unique places to explore. From shaded forest trails to wetlands full of wildlife, Florida has a style of hiking that feels completely different from anywhere else in the country.
If you’re just getting started, here are five parks that are perfect for beginners and a great introduction to what hiking in Florida is all about.
10 Uniquely Florida Animals
One of the great things about living in Florida is the biodiversity that this state has to offer. No place is this more evident than in the fauna that resides in the Sunshine State.
Here’s a look at 10 of the most unique animals that call Florida home.
Slow Down: Appreciating Nature at Your Own Pace
There’s nothing wrong with covering miles or pushing yourself physically. That’s part of the experience too. But when that’s the only focus, it’s easy to miss a lot of what makes being outdoors so rewarding in the first place.
Some of the best moments I’ve had on the trail didn’t come from reaching a destination. They came from slowing down enough to actually notice where I was.
Five Years Sober: The Long Road Back to Myself
For most of my adult life, I had a complicated relationship with alcohol and drugs. Very rarely did anything good happen when I drank, but it took me a long time to recognize just how much control those substances had over my life, my personality, and my relationships with other people.
The Small Details Most People Miss on the Trail
When most people go hiking, they’re usually focused on the big moments. The scenic overlook, a waterfall, or that one great view you’ve been walking toward all morning.
But over the years I’ve learned that some of the most interesting parts of being outdoors are the small details that people often walk right past. Once you start noticing them, the trail starts to feel very different.
How to Take Better Photos on the Trail Using Just Your Phone
Over the years phone cameras have become incredibly powerful. The truth is that you don’t need expensive gear to capture beautiful moments outdoors. What matters far more is understanding a few basic principles like light, framing, and how to make small adjustments after you take the photo.
If you’re hiking with a phone in your pocket, you already have everything you need to start taking better photos on the trail.
The Five Books That Changed Me
I’ve always considered myself a lifelong learner. Some people relax by watching TV or scrolling on their phone, but I’ve always found that reading opens the door to new ideas and perspectives in a way that few other things can. Over the years, I’ve gravitated toward non fiction, especially books centered around nature, the outdoors, and personal wellness. Those topics have always felt closely connected to the way I try to live my life. The outdoors has been a constant teacher for me, and the books I tend to reach for often explore that same connection between the natural world and the human experience. Every now and then, a book comes along that doesn’t just entertain or inform, it shifts something inside you.
How the Outdoors Became My Safe Place
On warm evenings when the sun slipped below the trees, my family would walk the path around the small pond behind our house. The air would cool just enough to carry the sounds of crickets and birds settling in for the night, and the water would reflect the last light of the day. Even as a kid, those moments felt peaceful in a way I didn’t fully understand yet.
The Power of Grounding in Nature
When I talk about grounding, I’m not talking about anything complicated. I’m talking about physically connecting with the natural world and being present in it. Standing barefoot in grass. Sitting against a tree. Walking a trail without headphones. Letting your senses do their thing.
And there’s actual science behind why that works.
The 10 Essentials of Hiking
There’s this version of hiking that looks effortless. Light pack. Clear skies. Back to the car before sunset. Everything controlled.
And then there’s the version that humbles you.
I learned that the hard way on the Appalachian Trail.
Chuck It In The F*ck It Bucket
Somewhere along the way, I discovered a phrase that sounds crude but has honestly protected my mental health more than once:
Chuck it in the f*ck it bucket.
Me And Nature Vibe Like That
There’s something about spending hours on a long trail that changes your mental state. At the beginning of a hike, I’m aware of everything. The air feels different. I’m paying attention to my footing. I’m taking in the trees, the sky, the quiet. It feels grounding in a way that’s hard to explain unless you’ve been out there long enough to feel it yourself. Being outside like that strips things down. It reminds me that most of what stresses me out during the week isn’t actually urgent. The trail has a way of putting things back into proportion.
The One Relationship That Never Leaves
What took me years to understand is this:
The most stable relationship in my life has not been with another person.
It has been with nature.
What Not To Pack - An EBC Lesson In Packing Light
Everest Base Camp has a funny way of making people want to bring everything they own. Extra layers. Backup gear for the backup gear. Just in case items that never leave the bottom of a pack. I get it. This is a big trip. But the more I dig into the logistics, the more obvious it becomes that overpacking is one of the easiest ways to make this harder than it needs to be.